Saturday, October 31, 2009

A Place In This World


You know what I wanna do?? I wanna scream out loud till my lungs hurt.. I wanna laugh till I lose my voice.. I wanna jump like I'm a maniac till I can't breathe anymore.. I wanna be happy till I forget all my sorrows.. But I can't get everything, right?? I'm just a person who has to go on with life and just think of all the possibilities... But I have my rights to choose what I wanna do..

But right now, I feel like I don't have any choices.. When will it be my turn to voice out my opinions?? When will it be my turn to do what I wanna do?? When will it be my turn to be free??

I smile but my heart is frowning... I laugh but my heart is crying.. All the happiness and fun thing that I do is what I wish would come true.. I wanna really smile.. I wanna really laugh.. I wanna really be happy.. I wanna find my place in this damn crazy full of hatred world..

I convince myself everyday that I AM happy... Therefore, I WILL be happy :D

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