New Year!

Oh My God!! I can't believe.. New Year is just around the corner.. and soon I'm gonna be a senior. . My last year of high school.. I'm gonna have to be independent.. I have to grow up.. I have to start learning new things.. I'm gonna have to work hard.. Oh my god!! I'm so not ready for this.. *sigh* it shows that time does not wait for anybody.. Well, here I am.. writing about my new year's resolution.. I mean, what fun would it be if I don't have some new year's resolution?? So first of all:

1.
I'm gonna study really hard.. I have to learn to get all A's for SPM.. It's gonna be tough because I get bored easily.. But it's just 1 year.. Then I'm free to rest, for awhile.. I'm not gonna study the whole time but study hard enough to make mama proud..

2.
Lose weight.. It's gonna be tough.. I LOVE eating.. I HATE exercise.. But it's a sacrifice I'm gonna take.. I'm really gonna try hard to make this happen.. Every year I've been meaning to lose weight.. But obviously that didn't work out.. So, I'm not gonna procrastinate this any longer.. well, it's much harder since there are lots of junk food in my house.. Why do people keep on giving me junk food??


3.
Drive.Since I'm turning 17 on the 16th of April, I'd be able to drive.. And I can go wherever I want to without asking my mama to send me.. and if mama is too lazy to send me, mama wouldn't have to ask someone else to do it.. I really can't wait to drive..


4.Learn something new. I wanna learn French so badly.. Again, this is another thing that I keep on procrastinating.. The book is sitting there like since I was 10, I think.. I think it's time to finally do this, since I'm so determined to work hard in year 2010..

5.

Be happy.. I feel that '09 made me cry a lot and a lot of sad things happen..But I wanna make 2010 be a happy year.. Ok, I might not be happy the whole year.. I mean, it IS my LAST year of high school.. everyone will go in different paths.. I won't get to see most of these people after 2010.. That would be my sad part.. And of course, I won't be happy since it's my SPM year.. But I'm gonna have to endure it.. Life is much too precious to just be sad.. I wanna be happy..

6.

Travel. After SPM, I'm gonna travel.. I wanna waste a month on myself.. Do something I enjoy.. I REALLY LOVE to travel.. Hopefully mama will have the money for my travels.. I don't care if I go by myself.. I wanna travel!! This is my passion.. I'm gonna see the places where I've been and never been before.. I wanna enjoy myself before taking my SPM results *gulp*

And through it all, I hope everyone have a great New Year.. And I hope that 2010 has more good memories instead of bad...

Love forever, Hana