A Little Girl

I always wonder what it's like to be a little girl again.. I mean, to run around or play and not care about anything in this world.. I would think about happy thoughts, to not care about any of my problems.. I sometimes act childish just to get away from the real world.. But the fact is, I'm not that little girl anymore.. And it kinda sucks..

I remember when I was a little girl, I couldn't wait to be a grown up.. I could do things my way.. I could watch anything I want.. I could make my own choices.. I could stay out with friends.. I could do anything I want..

But then, I grew up.. and I'm thinking, why did I grew up too fast?? I still wanna watch cartoons all day.. I still wanna play with my Barbie's.. I still do some of these stuff.. But the feeling isn't the same..

Right now, I realize that growing up means more responsibility.. I never thought life would be this hard.. Too much problems..

And nowadays, I see that little kids are trying so hard to be grown up.. They forget about their age and just be a teenager.. My advice is to grow up on your own time.. grow up slowly.. Time really flies by.. you don't want to miss a second of your childhood..

Even though I want to be a little girl again, I know I can't.. I have to accept that fact.. But one thing is for sure.. I had a fantastic childhood.. I grew up according to my age.. The movies and television of my time help me grew up and I had a blast watching.. Sometimes out of the blue.. I would say to Baina: " do you rmember we used to watch ( name of story )?? Those were the days..

So, right now, all I can do is pray for the best for years to come..