School

Ugh!! School starts on Monday.. And when school starts, I'll lose my freedom.. This year will be the toughest year ever.. I'll have to endure all the torture for a year.. But can I even last a week??

I know I don't go out much, and I know I don't have a life.. But I have a right for my freedom.. I don't know if I'll make it with my year planned out for me.. I have to follow a strict schedule.. I don't like following schedules.. Even though, I realize that I have nothing to do during my freedom period, it's still freedom.. I don't have to worry about this big examination that will choose my fate of the future.. I don't have to worry about disappointing my mother, whom have sacrificed and raised my to be the girl that I am.. I don't have to be stressed about the pressure that everyone is giving me because I come from a genius family, my father's children got straight A's and pressure from people comparing their children with another persons children..

But nevertheless, I'm gonna work hard.. I'm gonna prove to everyone who ever thought of doubting me.. I'm gonna prove to everyone that even though I rarely pay attention to school, but when it comes to exam, I did excellent.. I'm gonna prove to myself that I am not an idiot..
Most of all, I don't want to fail Mama..

So, let the torture begin!