Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Messed Up!

Haven't done blogging in a way long time. Today, however, I feel like writing about it. Although this might be personal, I just don't have anyone to talk to about it without being judged. I feel like I'm the most messed up human being in this whole entire planet! There are reasons to my statement:

1. I don't have a clear vision of what I want to pursue as a career. In other words, I am not sure of what I am passionate about.

2. I have NO hobbies! I hate when people ask me "What do you like to do,?" " What are your hobbies?" Like seriously, I do not have a hobby. I WANT a hobby, but I don't know what I can do. I am not creative, therefore I cannot do arts and crafty things. I mean, I want to be creative. I want to do creative stuff, but I know I'll just fail. I need to find a hobby. Something that will relax me. I can't even do sports hobby stuff. I'm not athletic. I'm also one of the most sports retarded person in the world. Even if I do have a hobby, I'll probably won't have time to do it. With all the assignments and quizzes and classes and trying to not make more of a mess in the apartment, I'm booked! I just want to find something. I need something that is mine. Mine only. Something that I don't have to worry about good grades, losing , sharing, or being stupid.

Passion. What am I passionate about?


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