What can I say about 2012 without sounding like an ungrateful person? It's sort of impossible when I am a pessimist. I know there are some good things, but the bad things always outweighs the good. I guess it is to keep me grounded.
I'm still pursuing my studies, and I have been getting great grades so far. Next semester will probably be my last semester at NWACC. I'm scared to move on to the university, but it's just something I have to do. I am still not sure what career I am going to pursue in the future though, which sucks, a lot. I miss my family in Malaysia a lot.
I miss my abah a lot. I wish he was alive to see that I am not a screw up. I wish he was alive to see me graduate. I wish he was alive to see everything I will achieve in the future.
I did a countdown of eleven good things that happen in 2011 when 2012 was coming, but honestly, I don't think I can come up with twelve things that highlight the year 2012. Should I even try, or just put up some new years resolution? Honestly, I can't think of anything that I want to resolve. What I want is impossible, because it is in someone else's hands.
2013, I'm begging you, please be good to me.
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