I know that barely anyone reads my blog.. but in case some of you are reading it, I wanna say thank you.. And to all my friends, especially the ones that I know the longest, I still care about you.. Even though I act as if I'm arrogant, but I'm not.. I'm afraid of what you would think of me.. Afraid that you would just wish I would leave you the hell alone.. Because I don't know what's going on with your life.. And seriously, it pains me to think that we were friends and we're like nothing.. We barely talk because we're in different classes.. We barely meet because we have different friends.. And all I wanna do is turn back time when we were still friends.. Thinking about doing bad things to the school.. I guess my sister was right.. Everyone does change.. Because everyone wants to find who they are.. I haven't find myself yet because I'm still holding on to the past.. Because the past seems more calming.. And it pains me to go and hear you say that I've become arrogant.. Maybe it's my own damn fault.. All I have to say to you is that everyone changes.. There is no exception for you and me.. But if you ever need a shoulder to cry on.. I'm right here..
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There are some of us who read it and don't tell you. :)
Maybe not all of us are your long-time friends, but you change the lives of everyone you meet. Sometimes there's arrogance, and sometimes there's jealousy... but also within you there's kindness and sacrifice. And the wild girl.
People grow apart, and it's sad. But it's a fact of life. "It's not unfair - it's just the way it is." Just remember to occasionally send a note to some of us - the important ones. The ones that you want to keep with you even when you're in a distant land. Facebook, a text, anything. We'll appreciate it, and most of us will tell you that. :)
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