I really have had it.. I can't stand this torture.. I'm tired of being the silly girl who fall for stupid boys.. I'm sick of feeling ugly and fat.. I'm through of feeling unwanted.. I'm closing up my heart.. I won't let any guy make me fall for them.. I'm gonna stop looking for Mr. Right, when all I've fall for was Mr. Wrong..
I know it's kinda dramatic and kinda desperate since I've barely been in love or a relationship.. I mean 2 crushes isn't a lot and the last time I checked I'm still single .. But it still can really break a persons heart in little, small, tiny pieces... I really don't want to get heart broken over a guy who I thought would be perfect for me if he realize how I can be the perfect girl for him..
But the chances are for them to realize my feelings for either of them are really low.. The chances are a billion to one... There are lots of girls who know they'd be perfect with them.. So, I just have to let it go, again..
And I'm trying to write a song.. A song that really connects with my feelings.. But because of the current crush, I've lost my whole train of thought.. Every word that I come up with doesn't add up.. This boy really tied my heart in a really tight knot.. So, I'll have to find a really sharp scissors to cut that knot.. Soon, I'll be free..
When I'm done with the song, I'll post it up here..
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you should really come to Kuching and live with me here. Come to school with me. Its not lovey dovey world here. much. but if in KL in no time you can see a cpl holding hands. and you wish that you have someone to hold hands too. I Know. Don't rush into things, Mr. Right will come. ;)
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